Awkward when trying to gain height thus? (7)
I believe the answer is:
stilted
'awkward' is the definition.
(thesaurus)
I don't understand how the rest of the clue works.
(Other definitions for stilted that I've seen before include "Bombastic (of speech, writing)" , "Unnatural sounding and overformal" , "Awkward" , "Stiff and unnatural" , "Stiff and pompous" .)