Defeat left somewhat large shock at first (4)
I believe the answer is:
loss
'defeat' is the definition.
(I've seen this in another clue)
'left somewhat large shock at first' is the wordplay.
'left somewhat' becomes 'l' (common abbreviation. I am not sure about the 'somewhat' bit.).
'large' becomes 'os' (abbreviation for oversize).
'at first' suggests taking the first letters.
The initial letter of 'shock' is 's'.
'l'+'os'+'s'='LOSS'
Can you help me to learn more?
(Other definitions for loss that I've seen before include "Disadvantage" , "Deficit" , "Forfeiture" , "Financial reverse" , "Failure to profit or succeed" .)