Envy or covet (8)
I believe the answer is:
begrudge
I believe this is a double definition.
'envy' is the first definition.
(I know that envy can be written as begrudge)
'covet' is the second definition.
(thesaurus)
(Other definitions for begrudge that I've seen before include "Unwillingly allow" , "Reluctantly give up" , "Envy the pleasure of" , "Feel resentment and envy" , "Give resentfully" .)