Feeling I'm one to get pushed around (7)
I believe the answer is:
emotion
But I can't explain it at all! Could you help me understand?
(Other definitions for emotion that I've seen before include "Hatred or love, say" , "Feeling like love or hate" , "Agitation of mind" , "Feeling such as joy, sorrow and fear" , "Feeling, say love or hate" .)