Had animosity towards and detested, initially (5)
I believe the answer is:
hated
'detested initially' is the definition.
'hated' can be an answer for 'detested' ('hate' can be a synonym of 'detest'). I'm not certain of the 'initially' bit.
I don't understand how the rest of the clue works.
Can you help me to learn more?
(Other definitions for hated that I've seen before include "Seriously disliked" , "Despised" , "Heartily disliked" , "was unable to stand" , "Abominated" .)