Had in your hand (4)
I believe the answer is:
held
(Other definitions for held that I've seen before include "Detained" , "Gripped" , "Clasped" , "Retained; grasped" , "Grasped, carried" .)
I believe the answer is:
held
(Other definitions for held that I've seen before include "Detained" , "Gripped" , "Clasped" , "Retained; grasped" , "Grasped, carried" .)