Monster? I’m hesitating … turn back (4)
I believe the answer is:
ogre
'monster?' is the definition.
(fairy tale monster)
'hesitating turn back' is the wordplay.
'hesitating' becomes 'er'.
'turn' becomes 'go' (a person's move in a board game).
'back' is a reversal indicator.
'er'+'go'='ergo'
'ergo' backwards is 'OGRE'.
'i'm' acts as a link.
This may not be correct. It may belong to another bit of the clue.
Can you help me to learn more?
(Other definitions for ogre that I've seen before include "Terrifying man" , "Giant of folklore, eats humans" , "Monster, troll" , "The giant is some goer" , "Giant of folklore who liked to eat humans" .)